I need to step it up and be a better blogger, especially if I ever expect anyone to read this thing. Not too much to report on in Orange World. We are officially in the two-week wait again. This has been the weirdest cycle we have had in over a year. I didn't ovulate until CD 18, which is way late for me. I typically ovulate around CD 15-16, so I hope there is not anything funky going on.
There has been a lot of stressful stuff going down at work the past few weeks. There are a ton of projects coming up, and for some reason I have become the dumping grounds for everyone else. To top it off, one of my co-workers is about to go out on maternity leave, so we have had to divide up her work and I am not looking forward to juggling that for 8-9 weeks while she is out. I have also been getting blamed for a lot of things. Just driving me crazy.
Okay, I am done whining. I am so grateful to have this job. This is a great job, with a great company. I make excellent money for our family. Because of my job, we are able to save tons of money, buy new cars, go on nice vacations, furnish our home. I am blessed to have such a wonderful job in this economy. No more whining!
I feel like I am in a good place right now with the baby stuff. So many people have it so worse than me, and have been struggling so much longer. Don't get me wrong - I want this desperately, I pray for it constantly. But I am resting in God's promises right now, and being patient in his perfect timing. There is always that niggling fear in the back of my heart, "What if I never get pregnant, and adoption doesn't work out for us? What if we never become parents?" But I am trying to give this fear over to God each day, because fear is from Satan and not from Him.
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